For reasons I can’t put my fingers on, I never quite understood the kind of posts I see where people put themselves down as ugly or fat or stupid or just plain worthless. You know ‘em. They’re dark.
Yea, I didn’t understand those until I started to notice the ugly things I would say to myself subtly throughout the day. I’m not good enough in so many ways. For who? Everyone and no one in particular.
It’s a personal kind of irony that I write this except to get it out of my head and work to move on and treat myself as well as I try to treat other people.